漫长的红日梦 Long red sun dream

策展人 | 范顺赞 Fan Shunzan

艺术家 | 顾心仪 Gu Xinyi

  • 高考结束后,我和朋友们享受着只属于我们的理想世界,穿梭在森林和野草地里,滚烫炙热地坠入夏日。但进入大学后,现实与幻想带来的落差让失眠加剧,我逐渐分不清是现实还是梦境,渴望穿过整个夜空,将白昼敲破。红色的、黑色的噪点覆盖,颅内一帧帧的画面播放着……这是过去我所期待和向往的生活吗?
      我试图用影像记录我每个失眠的夜晚,将我那脆弱又躁动的精神世界外化,以此慰藉。
      After the college entrance examination, my friends and I enjoyed the ideal world that only belongs to us, shuttling through the forest and wild grass, and falling into the summer hot. But after entering the University, the gap between reality and fantasy aggravated insomnia. I gradually couldn't tell whether it was reality or dream. I was eager to cross the whole night sky and break the day. Red and black noise covers the brain, and frames of pictures are playing... Is this the life I expected and yearned for in the past?G
      I try to record every sleepless night with images, externalizing my fragile and restless spiritual world, so as to comfort.